Roads Yet 2 Travel, Trails 2 Leave

Just wanted to pop in and say Happy Holidays to everyone and leave some encouraging words behind. Today marks 2 months for me since I've had my surgery. I've had my 2ND fill and so far, it's been good. i have not started eating yet( Christmas Day) but can feel restriction even with drinking, so i hope this one did it(UNTIL NEXT MONTH)if not I'll be back. i am now up to 3.2cc in my 14cc band. I'm very anxious to see down which roads me and this band will travel next year and feel very excited and blessed to even be able to have it. I've came to accept that this is a learning process and it will take time, and that not all days will be good days. I've learned how to put it aside and pick back up the next day and try it over again. The fact of the matter is that..PERFECT GIRLS AREN'T REAL, AND REAL GIRLS AREN'T PERFECTand that's just how it is ! I've came a long way but yet still have a long way to go, and i have nothing but time because this is my year and IT'S ALL ABOUT ME ! MUUAH Have A Happy Holidays everybody,Let's Show'em How It's Suppose To Be Done !

ENCOURAGING WORD FOR TODAY : DON'T GO WHERE THE PATH MAY LEAD, GO INSTEAD WHERE THERE IS NO PATH AND LEAVE A TRAIL !!!

2nd Fill

Well today is the day i get my 2nd fill and I'm hoping it will do the trick. it's perfect timing right before Christmas so i will not be able to over do it if i wanted to. Christmas will be when I'm able to go back to food( the test). i know they say just because you can get it down,it don't mean you should. but really now ! are you serious ? i am the size i am now because i have pushed the limit and tested the boundries. so that is easier said than done and will change with time. the truth of the matter is that i find myself even testing my band to see how much i can eat, and what it will take to make me reach my FULL status. i feel like that's what the Fills are for "RESTRICTION". i finally came out of denial and bought new under garments, the other ones were not doing the trick anymore. i went from a size 48(sports bra) to a size 44 now they are holding up every thing back right and tight! and they are so darn comfortable at all times..lol
well will we see how this 2nd fill turns out on Christmas but for now it'll be back to liquids until then. i did lose another 3lbs but it's those same damn 2-3lbs I've been going back and forth with for about 2 weeks now, so hopefully they are gone for good now and i can add something to that.